My own website redesign is, without a doubt, the most heinous undertaking I have undertook to date. And at the very same time, I've needed to experience every tortured moment of it.
Yes, Virginia, there is a website coming. The Captain doesn't believe me, and it's okay if you don't, either. The delay isn't due to indecisiveness, however, or lack of direction. Oddly, it's due to
too much of same.
I so know what I want for this new site that I'm hesitant to just settle on
good enough. There are a plethora of
advocates in the web 2.0 sphere who insist that you should launch first, and tweak later. But that approach just feels wrong, and if there's one lesson my pea brain has picked up on, it's that in business, if it feels wrong it probably is. Why should I go with this gut feel, though? Haven't I built up too much suspense by not just launching design concept #5 or maybe even design concept #12? Haven't I talked it to death?
Well, my answer is no. One reason I'm redesigning this site is to get past
good enough. I chose good enough with this current iteration, so why on earth should I do it again? Plus, I'm sick of good enough. I don't accept it for my clients, so there's no reason to accept it for my own projects.
More important than a speedy launch or eye-catching design, though, is my own slow process of repositioning Roughstock. When I got smashed by a car at the end of '07, I decided it was time to stop screwing around and really lay it on the line. I wanted to morph Roughstock from just another freelancer's attempt at a regular job into a conduit for all the seemingly unrelated skills I've picked up over the years. Those skills are good for something, and I'd been using them for that something. I just needed to figure out the best way to explain that.
See, for most of my life I've been terrible at explaining myself. I've been great at explaining things having nothing to do with myself—I get a lot of "you just seem to
get us" from my clients —but when it comes to little ol' moi, it's a lot easier to just do what I do and let others connect the dots. I chalk this up to my bartending years: bartenders are damn good listeners, and we tend to listen while keeping our own crap to ourselves. But let's face it: I ain't bartending anymore (much as I pine for it some nights). So when I got smooshed by a red-light runner, I knew I needed to take more control of Roughstock.
The site redesign has been a huge part of that. I've spent a long time cogitating about what it is I really
do for my clients. For the record, it's not just graphic design, or copywriting. There's a lot of discovering, and exploring, and nailing down goals, and planning for the future, and all kinds of other good stuff that goes along with the final deliverables. I've also spent a lot of time admitting that I
don't want everyone to be my client. Sure, I knew this from the get-go (it's why I run my own business in the first place), but sometimes it takes a high-speed car crash to make you really
know it.
So I spent the first half of 2008 recovering from the accident, while simultaneously rethinking my whole schtick (among other things, of course). And every time I thought I had it figured out, I designed a new web site that you never saw. But it hasn't been until the last few months that I've really admitted to myself that it's not about rethinking a damn thing. It's about getting back to the whole reason I started Roughstock: to help folks say what they mean in meaningful ways. Uplifting, isn't it?
And so I persist. I know I'm getting close to a finished site. You don't, but that's alright. If you sign up for either the
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